hello all, its me, your favorite (or most hated) marine. I joined this community around a year and a half ago and fell in love with this game, I played most roles, and got good at all of them. sure I wasn’t the most robust marine, or the fastest builder. but if you needed a decent person at any role, I feel like I could handle it. but enough about the past, after a string of multiple things happening in this server including multiple people I respected getting removed, the constant removal and nerfs of marines. and an overall general decline of the overall server. I think I am done with CM, sure i may pop up once in a blue moon, or if an event that interests me pops up. but im done otherwise, no more applications, no more sucking up to the staff who have screwed me over many times in the past. if you want me, ill be in the PVE server or neroid sector.
some hounorable mentions.
John Jackson, one of the many people who I brought to CM, he was the original. he has moved up substantially in this server and I’m proud that he was able to do what I was never even close to even attempting.
Landon Dupont- another person i brought into CM, they are one of the few people who has allways had my back in any issues i had in the server. we went through a lot together and I wish him well in the future.
Emily james- this one… im not sure how to say this, we WERE friends, but they stabbed me in the back and have hidden themselves as much as possible from me,
I wish them well in life and hope they can get out of the tough situation they are in IRL (if what they said was true. for all i know that was BS as well) Edit: it was.
and finally, all the people who treated me as equal, the one who didn’t immediately threaten to kill me or insult me throughout the match. there are many of you, i may not remember ALL of your names right now, but I remember each act of kindness from all of you, and I wish you all the best in this game.
overall, this server no longer is the CM I discovered almost 2 years ago. I wish it hadn’t come to this, but CM just no longer feels worth it to play anymore, its mentally exhausting due to many factors and frankly, the community didn’t help. maybe someday I will return but that is unlikely. I’m probably going to be completely overlooked, or not missed in the slightest. but frankly I don’t care, I said my side of the story. take it how you will.
This is Skullface signing off, I wish it didnt have to be this way.