This shit’s like a fucking bad drug addiction, and it’s been calling me for months now. Only now I have returned to it after actually losing my CO WL which is a loss that my wallet shall never recover from. It’s ALL OVER.
Y’all old timers how did you get rid of CM and what mistakes have brought you back in?
Kinda agree. I don’t know of any well populated and fun “vanilla” SS13 servers anymore where I can robust people as antag without worrying going too far.
Yes I will plasmaflood and singuloose the station to kill one person, no I do not care that I killed other antags in the process.
I quit CM 2 times.
Once, when i got gf and a job.
Twice, when i got a promotion and wanted to focus on work more, while having a mental breakdown.
First time I relapsed after a break up.
Second time i relapsed because CM was not the issue in my life, and i gotten way too attached to spamming *warcry with randos i have been seeing daily for the past 6 years.
Only way to break out of this cycle is to get permabannaned.
Be warry though, the withdrawals are nasty. You may even start playing tgmc, on other ss13 servers or WORSE ( erp ). You have been warned.