At this point nostalgia for what it was.
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I enjoy the atmosphere, the soul, the rp, the unique combat environment. Also I’m addicted and scratching at my arm violently whenever I’m not playing.
I dream of being warrior lunged, of having to check under every object for facehuggers.
I need help please
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the addiction has consumed us 
but also because john S. marine needs fire support (he would still win without it)
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Addiction
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Addiction, insanity, and the community I vibe with.
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Addiction… Crippling, crippling addiction…
But besides the addiction, I genuinely enjoy interacting with the community here. The only multiplayer games I actually get to play with my potato PC are on Roblox, and let’s just say that 10-year old kids with unrestricted access to the internet do not make for the kindest playerbase out there 
I also really like medical gameplay on this server. It’s not so complicated that you might as well go to med school for 12 years if you want to pick it up, but it’s also not as braindead easy as in other games (which I do also enjoy). Moreover the stress and tension medic’ing can have at times is peak, and no other game really has that feeling, from my experience.
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Oh shit I forgot to answer my own question: RP and the community (I’m god-awful at combat after ~1500h in CM)
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I have been here since 2015 and I still suck at combat it’s ok
sometimes we need the NPC teammates who get fucking robusted and go “HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP” as they get dragged off, it’s soul
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The NPCs in this game sometimes act like real people.
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CM is like crack cocaine, heroin, meth and fentanyl mixed into an abusive spouse. I couldn’t leave CM even if I wanted to. Believe me, I’ve tried for almost a decade now.
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autism+addiction+im not good at any other game
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It’s just a fun game
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I’m playing with a community on a server, a server that plenty of times hits the 200 player mark, and within those ~200 social outcasts, schizos or people forsaken by god (CO WL holders) that I’ve played with I’ve only found 2 persons that I unironically dislike, the other two hundred are kickass. So yeah, the community is fucking great and I wanna let you all know that yes, if you piss me off I might give you a soporofic OD while I play nurse, but the chances of me unironically hating you are really small, keep being kickass people.
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The rng. It’s like satan has control of the dice. If something minor can explode it will. For example:
Spawn as delta corpsman, get in an argument over req line with bald bravo. Leads to blows. Both squads assemble to watch. I hit the dude in the head with a chair… hes not wearing a helmet so it decapitates him. Minor riot breaks out because “insane delta cut off bravos head with chair”. Mps overreact and Flashbangs are thrown. Bystander marines turn on mps. Riot is now huge. Riot destroys front of requistions/briefing. Many people arrested/assaulted/bleeding. Drop is delayed… Po is almost lynched. Co has to threaten to shoot people. Chaos breaks out for like 20minutes
All because of that little ×% roll…
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Then everyone locks in and wins the round in 30 minutes.
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we do need more quality interactions together
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No one? Really? I am not addicted to cm. I am addicted to see OB coords on fob. Sadar that ff the entire push. Ff mortar and cas. Been here since 2017, i am still laughing as hard i did the first time i seen it. And don’t forget the salt and laughts in deadchat afterwards. Its like beeing injected with dopamine by Dr.Jean
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It pains me to say this, but you are addicted to CM. I’ve seen countless similar cases.
The first stage is denial.
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addiction, plus i like runnin around with a flamethrower bein a psychopath
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