DonCycon - Permanent Ban Appeal
What’s your BYOND key?
DonCycon
Character Name?
Lance Endsley
Type of Ban?
Permanent Ban
What is your Bancode?
Admin who banned you?
I have genuinley no idea, i don’t remember
Total Ban Duration
Heat death of the universe
Remaining Duration
What other servers do you play on?
Currently none
Are you now or have you been banned on any servers? Which ones?
None that im aware of other than CM
Do you play using a Virtual Machine?
No
is your copy of Windows legitimate?
Yes
Reason for Ban:
“Unwelcome attitude, take the pill then.”
Links to previous appeals:
None
Your appeal:
I received a gameban that was regarding my overall toxicity.
It was a slight while ago now (couple of years), so some specifics might be cloudy,
I have been banned for being a general menace to the community and my extremely aggressive and volatile behaviour.
There is no justifying my actions, there is not a single case where I had the right to have been as mean, confrontational, and explosive as I was back then,
and there is also absolutely no reason to let me back in with my record, given my long history of notes, and many escalatory bans,
it is quite the stretch for myself to even consider making this appeal.
The time window where I have played CM was one where I have been living through one of my most turbulent times in my life, However CM was a grounding place for me.
A time where I was struggling with depression and a bettering alcoholic patch which stemmed from a multitude of life issues that I don’t feel are relevant to provide.
However, all these factors made me at the time a incredibly impulsive and unstable person and regrettably, Instead of seeking the avenues of improvement I really required, I took it out on people around me who didn’t deserve and need it, Online or not.
This is one of the main reasons that I’ve held off, I’ve drafted a few appeals and trashed them a couple times since I just wasn’t happy with the person I let myself become.
However, given the time I have spent away from the unhealthier aspects of my past self and steps I’ve made on my own journey on becoming a better person I find myself missing the game, especially the times I’ve enjoyed it and even moreso the people I have on the Almayer.
To sum up the appeal, I understand if it is denied and I am aware of how the way I used to portray myself ruined other peoples time on the server, which I am very sorry for.
However, given the efforts I’ve put into seeing the more positive impacts of community engagement within my real life endeavours. It would be more than a good day to be able to re-engage with them within CM too.
Thank you for Your time.