Garuhn - Permanent Ban Appeal
What’s your BYOND key?
Garuhn
Character Name?
Imagine playing Marine lol
Type of Ban?
Permanent Ban
What is your Bancode?
Admin who banned you?
Who didnt at this point (special shoutout to my boy Segrain)
Total Ban Duration
Forever
Remaining Duration
Forever ever
What other servers do you play on?
Only yog right now, they probably could vouch for me if needed I guess
Are you now or have you been banned on any servers? Which ones?
Paradise, Aurora
Do you play using a Virtual Machine?
Yes
is your copy of Windows legitimate?
No
Reason for Ban:
For playing xeno too well!
On a more serious note, I have been very hostile towards vs marine players and maybe slightly biased towards xenos. Also a tiny bit of evading
Links to previous appeals:
Not relevant
Your appeal:
Evading was a habit of mine, it was as natural as breathing. I would get banned and then proceed to come back later within the same round or next one with almost no effort on my part. It was way easier to just ignore the rules than take responsibility. This complete lack of any consequences emboldened me to say some really nasty stuff, I would casusally tell someone to [redacted] and move on like nothing happened. I dont even fully remember what my first ban was with how long ago this is. I think it was a xeno ban.
At the time I considered it funny and I felt I was in the right hating on certain players. But on further reflections thoughout the months I came to the realisation to just how dumb and frankly idiotic my mindset was. We are all playing a stupid 2d (2,5d?) space game that tends to be unbalanced or laggy most of the time and trying to have fun. My enjoyment shouldnt come at the expense of other players. Not every marine player is a lower life form that deserves to be insulted and I am sorry for some of the things I said to them in the past. Just because we are in opposing teams doesnt mean you deserve hate, what does it even matter who wins.
To be frank, I just dont want to evade anymore. It promoted a very unhealthy mindset I do not wish to engage in anymore, one I have (at least I hope so) mostly grown out of. I dread to think about just how big my lists of alts is, I think its a small novel at this point. I wish for a “fresh” start so to say, where I can just play casually, without all the evasion stuff.
This appeal is technically a month too early but I was told I could try appealing this now so here it is.
Thank you for your time and have a great day, even if the appeal doesnt get accepted.