I can’t stay here in the community or play the game. Got too emotionally invested again and now I’m suffering for it again.
It may not seem like much but putting in over a year to something you enjoyed just for it to be taken away cause of some bullshit hurts a lot, especially considering you have the thought process of “hey I can be myself, party in a supposed cool event and get drunk IRL with people who you believe are chill.”
Found out the hard way and it sucks I’m given the same treatment I did when I was staff of “you’re being removed, we won’t explain in detail why, have a CM day.”
I can’t handle this community anymore, feels like there’s rats with daggers ready to cut your ankles if one wrong step is made. Guns pointed if you say something out of line just a lot of heavy restrictions for a game that’s meant to be fun.
I understand I’m an asshole when it came to in-game shenanigans, I’m sorry for it. It’s how I am and will be and I can at least be proud to say I don’t have to put on a fake face to show off a fake persona. You got the real me 100% of the time.
Those who could tolerate me, I appreciate it cause you made the game fun and memorable for me and I hope I could’ve done the same for anyone else I’ve crossed paths with.
If I return, I’m an addict and I really do not want to be one so hopefully there’s no itch to play but we’ll see. I don’t plan on making responses and I don’t want responses to this, curiosity will get the better of me that’s for sure and I may check this but for now, see y’all later.
Sorry to hear ya go. I had fun playing CM with ya. Take care of yourself! Dont look back if you dont want/need to. If you think its for the best then do whats best for you!
Lo siento chica - I’m on my one way ticket too but CM is uhhhhhhhh “anti” what it really is. I always enjoyed every round with JJ, whether I was a PFC MT or a PFC ROFLMAN. You always acknowledged/humored my bullcrap
Take care of yourself Jane, not sure we ever interacted much but always appreciated seeing you in rounds as one of the regular recognisable folks. Wish you all the best in whatever you move on to next chief.
going to miss you bud, you are one of the people that got me into this game and thought me a lot!
i only hope the best for you because without you I probs wouldn’t be known as a player today
You don’t know me and I don’t know you but I’ve seen you around since the dawn of time and becuase I’ve played for so many years, it’s sad to see another familiar name leave. o7
Gonna miss you and your synth, Jane; Was my favorite. We had our differences, but that all got settled when it got settled. Hope you come back, even if it’s for addiction. Whatever rats with daggers meant, I hope I wasn’t someone you considered that. Stay safe.
