johnravioli - Permanent Ban Appeal
What’s your BYOND key?
johnravioli
Character Name?
Harry Howard
Type of Ban?
Permanent Ban
What is your Bancode?
johnravioli
Admin who banned you?
Management
Total Ban Duration
Forever
Remaining Duration
N/A
What other servers do you play on?
None
Are you now or have you been banned on any servers? Which ones?
I was once banned off of Baystation, but I am not anymore.
Do you play using a Virtual Machine?
No
is your copy of Windows legitimate?
No
Reason for Ban:
Griefing
Links to previous appeals:
I do not have them anymore, my old forum account is banned ( at least on my end), and most of them are on the old forums anyway.
Your appeal:
I would like to start this appeal off by saying, yes, I am definitely in the wrong, and I do apologize to the dozen or more people’s rounds I had ruined when I did my little “send-off” (I only call it this because I was banned afterwards). I willingly went into the game and abused my whitelist as Predator, a whitelist I had for years up to that point , to just do a little (at the time) funny bit that I thought of on the spot. Whilst I thought it was funny then, it’s not really funny now. As I look back on it, it is rather embarrassing. I do apologize for that, and the events afterwards where I lied to the moderator on duty at the time and then saying mean things to the person who I believe to be the head admin at that time.
I will admit, I was a very toxic person on this game and the discord. I’ve held grudges that I felt like I had to certain individuals for a good while, but I’ve learnt to let those things go. Unfortunately, I am a diagnosed autistic, more specifically, I have Asperger’s. This information only matters because it is one of the main reasons I acted like I have on this game, the outbursts, just about everything else I have done wrong here. I used to grief people because I thought it was funny, but now that I really thought about it all this time, ruining other’s fun for my own enjoyment is quite honestly evil.
I’ve actually committed myself to attending therapy to better myself and to also control myself, and so far, it’s been going really great. I do believe I have changed in the time since my ban, and I am simply asking for forgiveness, and another chance to really show those here that, yeah, I have changed. I really am sorry for all who I’ve wronged in the past on CM and I hope to be forgiven one of these days. Thank you.
P.S. if this appeal is ever considered, please keep me barred from all whitelists for any period of time that the management finds acceptable, and ESPECIALLY the Yautja whitelist.