So what's your CM/general SS13 journey look like?

I’d call it a ‘simple question’, but considering that I’ve been around half a decade myself: it’ll probably be a bit of a longer story for most folks.

The brief version is that I started around late 2019 in college. I’d picked-up SS13 in highschool but didn’t get into CM until after graduation and a break-up. Squads still had decently-strong identities, Ice was Nice, and doctors were still making ‘Quick Fix’ since Unga Juice wasn’t a thing yet.

I played the shit out of CM for a good couple of years and I’d like to think that I enjoyed more than half of my time each round, but really I think I just enjoyed busy-work and roleplay and just zoned out for the rest of the time.

  • Chemline, try to start a conversation, tab-out until it’s time for surgery.
  • Patrol squad prep, arrest the inevitable Delta trying to kill/break something, deal with the resulting riot, tab-out when the prisoner alt-tabs for precisely the length of their sentence.
  • Grab my mats, go down to the planet, build a cade, tab-out when my whole squad abandons me and a lurker comes through gap.
  • Log into a console, try to guide the squad, sit-back when nobody listens to directions but still need to be attentive enough to launch pods and switch the aSL.

I started to peter-off a bit in late 2020-2021 as I picked-up a job where I worked weekends and into the night meaning that when I did have time to play pop was pretty low. On top of that, I got a long-term girlfriend who was also a gamer, and we spent a lot of time playing co-op games like Risk of Rain or EDF over SS13.

The final nail in the coffin was that I moved-on from the Laptop I started SS13 on and the Desktop I picked-up from an office liquidation sale to one I custom-built, and had a lot more luck with finding games that appealed to certain things I wanted from CM but couldn’t quite scratch the itch of: Rimworld is Command except the crew listens to you, Darktide or Helldivers is Rifleman and Spec except you stand a chance when outnumbered and your weapons have impact, and a few games like Risk of Rain or Caves of Qud amongst certain mods could even scratch the Xeno itch.

With a second monitor, I could have a ton of fun socializing with other groups about writing, fiction, and special interests while playing singleplayer games, and it became a lot easier to contribute and make new friends (especially when their opinions weren’t formed on you during highschool).

I’ve still got a soft-spot for CM, just not one that I can reliably find time for. How about you?

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Played for like 2 months, got community banned for 3 years.

Now I’m back, it’s pretty good.

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Started in 2016 after I got bored of Goonstation and wanted to try out the weird funky server that had whored the #1 spot on the hub for literal months. Was pretty intrigued and played a lot as a mostly mute gasmask wearer (though to be fair, I wore it not because I was a warhammer LARPer like PVTs today, I wore it because if I didn’t I’d fucking die in the catastrophic atmospheric decompressions that happened every round shipside & on the Rasputin. But yes, the gasmasks back then looked like the ones the RDA SecOps marines wore in James Cameron’s Avatar, and I fucking loved the aesthetic. I will never forgive the bastard who changed the sprite to whatever abomination it is now). Played a significant amount of xenomorph, mostly as Boiler & Praetorian because lag in 2016 was hell on earth.

I’d later go on extended hiatus, playing CM on and off. I’d eventually graduate to maining engineer & medic, but never grew confident enough to play specialist or SL. After a point (I have no idea when, exactly), I played my first round of SG and was hooked- I no longer felt like I was just sitting around doing mostly nothing (fearRP is real), I felt as if I was contributing to every single firefight in a positive way. I’d gotten more talkative, but I played irregularly, so I never made any solid connections with other players- I mostly just recognised names I saw over and over.

By the time of the playtime wipe, I had basically totally transitioned out of RFN-Xeno gameplay, and pretty much only played SG.
I only started playing CM actively on a regular basis recently within the span of the last few years, and I’ve gotten more integrated with the community since I began playing consistently again. It’s been strange having almost everyone you knew in the past just… not exist in contemporary CM, albeit there’s a handful of degenerates who I swear never stopped playing.

I’m still a filthy SG main and it’ll probably stay that way until the heat death of the universe, but I’ve gotten solid experience in other roles like SL now (albeit I will probably never get significant practical specialist experience since it would mean sacrificing SG rolls), and it’s nice to have cool faces I recognise and actually interact with nowadays, as compared to my gasmask PFC era. I keep thinking I should go back and start playing ranged xeno castes again, but honestly I’m scared of being dead weight, especially since the pressure on each player in xeno is so much more intense than as a marine.

I still think 70:30 was peak. :woozy_face:

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10 years of pain and suffering, free me from this curse

also bring back maturity please

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Was playing barotrauma open alpha (beta?), the desc said something along the lines of “Spiritual successor to SS13”. Decided to look up SS13, watched the MandaloreGaming review. Downloaded Byond, made my account in 2018.

Hopped on paradise, walked around, punched myself a few times, left. Roughly 6 days after making my account, I hopped onto CM and got my first 2 notes.

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After bouncing around a few servers, I joined Yogstation and learned how to play SS13 there. After playing yogs and feeling like I actually knew how to do most jobs ‘okayish’ I ended up playing TG for a few thousand hours.

Fast forward to around 2021, I decide “Hey, I should go play CM again” and appealed my ban, decided to play as xeno and mained sentinel (pre rework base strain) and warrior (and also surv, though I wasn’t too robust). Back in 2021 double-shotgun was meta so maining sentinel on the backline allowed me to easily cap these double-shotgun wielding marines (because sentinel was a caste that could actually function back then).

In 2022 GoldenDarkness reworked sentinel into it’s current state (and the only buff since then has been that sentinel can now 1tap survs) so I decided to return to TGstation for a few years.

Roughly a year and a half later I returned to CM and now I play researcher/RFN/Surv/IO and drone/runner.

Maybe one day sentinel will be re-buffed (5 sentinel buff/new strain PRs were opened, and none were mergedm). (and the newest one is by goldendarkness, maybe it’ll get merged??) (please sentinel has been the worst T1 caste since 2022).

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3 Years in counting. Tex’s videos drew me to the server.

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started playing 12 years ago, bounced from most generic station-based servers for a while but on infrequently; i’d play ss13 like maybe three times a month, stayed away from CM for a long time because i disliked certain mechanical things and dont like alien in general. did a short stint on shiptest, a few years on TGMC, and then finally got dragged over here by a whole group of people.

everything basilherb said; SG was my most-played groundside role on TGMC too. love dakka.

had a lot of fun with this game over the years but none of the RP goes like it did a decade ago. part of that was the server pops were smaller and whatever too, so that kind of helped. i still remember my first antag round where i threw my PDA in disposals to ditch it after i used it for Evil, and a really really nice doctor moth found it and came all the way around the station to find me and go “i was so worried about you, i thought something really bad happened to you!”. i remember botanymaxxing on TG. good tiiiiiiimes.

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I dabbled on goon and /vg/ around 2011. Went hard as engineer main on /tg/ from 2017 to 2020. Gameplay changes made it unfun enough to quit. Started CM in 2022 and never looked back.

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I plead the fifth.

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My friend got me to get BYOND to play this game and taught me I think last year? Could be some time in 2022 as well however. Getting more back into it recently, still feel incompetent but a bit less so than I was when I started playing lol, started throwing myself into SO/ASO positions recently been pretty fun.

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Yo spit that shit. The integrated gasmask is slightly less ugly, but that old avatar gasmask was fuckin slick. Lotta sprite updates I’m cool with, but that was absolutely a fuckin miss right there

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Back when i was younger my brother introduced me into the autism sphere of the internet as we were both touched by the tism, we had a actually dogshit pc so we only could play old games like AoE 2 and CS 1.6 etc. in the 2010s, learned about ss13 thanks to hik but didnt touch it for a few years. I think 3 years ago i started playing, learned ss13 on fulp after people in OOC told me to learn how to play the game then came back, i instantly fell in love with the game, every time i was able to play, i played CM, it was only on the weekends as i started playing at the start of highschool, my brother liked to talk about videa games but i only ever played CM and he didnt want to talk about it 24/7 lol. i took a few month hiatus, didnt play ss13 for like 2 months and then played paradise for 2-3 more. started playing CM again after the start of 2 years, really got engaged in the community, became a mentor but i got banned from the discord during the winter and didnt play for 6 months, now i started playing again and i hope my appeal will be accepted, being a mentor was great and i wanna do it again.
after JC stopped playing i gotta revive the shadow mafia

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this u

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Long post incoming.

Intro

It all starts when I started playing yogstation and learning to play the game. Once I learned it, I migrated to Hippie, where men were born. I would then cycle over to CM back and forth with SS13 and League of Legends. This was 2018ish. Ofcourse, I rolled into Charlie my first time and it stuck. Eventually I found the nicknaming forum and described when I C4d requisitions and screamed unga dunga attachies (normal behavior at the time), which led to everyone getting slept after we gunned down or punched the RO until his bones broke. I don’t remember his name, but he gave me the nickname Encino Man, and it stuck henceforth.

Flash forward and I got banned from Citadel because I’d play a lamia captain whipping everyone with the chain of command repeatedly telling them to get back to work. I ofcourse got job banned, to this day, because they assumed I was underage. Which I wasn’t, I was like… 20-22. But, last I checked, the ban is still in place.

Now, as to how I ended up on Citadel, it was because I got banned from CM for a while because of drama and shenanigans. Usually related to Whitelisters, moderation, and so on and so on. Hippie also began dying at the time, so really it was all going down. I went to get unbanned from CM.

Rise and Fall of TGCM and the Birth of TGMC

Boom, TGCM was born. I was excited, the old putrid rotting corpse of CM’s development was finally revamping. I joined the efforts to try and make the game fun. It was amazing, They were CM but they were adding Xeno mounting, TG races as marines, all that and so on. They asked for a lore proposal, and here is my proposal. I made this 5 years ago. TG Lore Proposal - Google Docs

Anyways, that whole shit show imploded. They didn’t want to turn Lizards into Preds, they didn’t want to keep moth marines, nothing. They held “democracy votes” that were do or don’t no questions asked. And they just whittled away everything that didn’t win the votes. They were doing a political statement due to the elections at the time. Essentially the heads got really political and said “the electoral college is fucking stupid,” and they began removing features, like TG races, based on votes. And, the votes were something like this.
“Remove Moths?”
Yes -55%
No- 35%
Undecided- 10%
Now. You may think that’s a great way to decide things. Except here’s the issue. They did that for everything, and they went from having a competing player base to CM at it’s peak, to double digit slop shortly after these votes. It’s not hard to understand, I told, I think his name is, Rohesie about this every day until I just bounced from the discord. From 250 constant players, to… whatever’s left of TGMC slop. They achieved their goal, they had let the majority win every vote until the minority kept getting snubbed in every vote. The issue is, however, everyone is a minority one way or another. They didn’t care, and they slowly peeled away 20 players at a time, until they were left with…20 players who got the exact game they wanted. TGMC.

Watching how the 2020 Election Essentially Kickstarted all the Furry ERP Servers

Now, it’s important to bring up Politics, because they did have an effect on SS13, a very heavy effect that you witness now, if you don’t realize it even. I am going to explain to you, how it is 18+ Furry servers, which were a very small niche, became the dominant server type in SS13.
Here’s a small example. The idea to remove TG races from TGCM sprouted from this divide. Because the people who were more “humano centric” were also more “conservative” in their thoughts, and they despised anything non human. On the other end, “furry players” were on the opposite end of “liberal” ideology. After the election, people were mad, mad mad. I was permad from the TG discord because when asked about my political affiliation, I had said, “socially conservative, financially liberal, I guess” and the response was “you can’t be that, that’s r(word I’m not allowed to say in CM)” and boom, banned. In TGMC, I kept getting into arguments with this other med student because he kept saying “the vaccine is necessary and safe, all your takes are stupid.” My takes were “natural immunity is the best bet, and also you think the electoral college is stupid, so you ARE stupid.” I was right in the long run, but I got long covid, so I was punished in a sense.
Now, imagine these arguments with everyone, constantly. CM had to remove their Politics channel. Not that I was involved there because I was permabanned from cm for “Having a religious argument with a furry in the politics channel.”
It’s funny, but the reason there’s all these servers with porn and only a FEW non ERP servers is because all the furries and “liberal” thinking folk were the bulk of coders and devs, while all the “conservative” humanocentroc (chuds you can say) were the bulk of the administration. That’s why you have like 3 normal med-high pop SFW servers, and 15 ERP furry servers.
The political divide in American politics wasn’t just in public, it had happened to SS13.
And, honestly, it was for the worse, both sides need each other. The administrative orderly types keep the game sane and cohesive (CM) but they also stagnate the community and developments. That’s why CM has been so slow and a little rotten.
Meanwhile, the devs go wild on furry servers. They’re constantly brimming with ideas and development (most new features on TG were from Cita and so on, btw), but they’re absolutely deplorable socially, constant drama, Machiavellian leadership, grooming, and insane random gameplay with no cohesion and no sense (Ratwood has 15 races to make OC’s, with no lore in them whatsoever).

At one point in time, these people worked together to develop SS13 into it’s peak, but politics imploded it all. Servers in the middle, like Hippiestation and Civ, all imploded for this divide. These servers could only exist when both sides of the team were willing to work together to aim for something that was just… fun.

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In retrospect, all of it was an amazing journey. Without CM, I had no Encino Man, without Hippie, I had no moth, without TGCM I had no Encino Moth. Now, I’m doing my part, I’m working on Crystal Keep, and I want to work on more, in the hopes that I can bring back the good times. Where everyone got along for fun, and forgetting politics and all of its radicalization. Despite all my flaws, despite my mistakes, I came back to the SS13 community, and appealed to CM for the hope of making something better for the community. I may fail. But it’s part of it.

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