UrgBlurg - Permanent Ban Appeal
What’s your BYOND key?
UrgBlurg
Character Name?
Leif A.W. Mauser
Type of Ban?
Permanent Ban
What is your Bancode?
Admin who banned you?
LTNTS
Total Ban Duration
Permanent
Remaining Duration
What other servers do you play on?
TGMC
TG
Goon
Paradise
Are you now or have you been banned on any servers? Which ones?
I was banned on TG, TGMC, Goon, Paradise.
I am still banned on Bee Station, Yog Station, Fulp Station, Monke Station
Do you play using a Virtual Machine?
No
is your copy of Windows legitimate?
Yes
Reason for Ban:
Rule 4: Mass Grief and disconnect
Links to previous appeals:
Your appeal:
Hey, it’s me again, it’s been about 5 months since my last appeal, so I thought it was time for appeal number 2 since more than 170 days or so have passed since my last appeal and I deeply miss CM, so sorry if the appeal comes off as a bit eager,
I just want to make it count this time.
So to begin!
It’s been about 1 year and 5 months (17 months) now since my game ban happened, and I wanted to give this appeal another proper try and go over what caused my cringe, attention seeking ban.
So I’ll start this by clarifying what happened leading up to said ban and put it into way better context than my last appeal ever did.
To recap: On July 23, 2024, I got myself banned from multiple SS13 servers, all on the same damn day. TG, TGMC, Goon, Bee, Fulp.
It wasn’t because I hated the game; it was the opposite! I was completely burned out and addicted, and instead of doing the smart thing and stepping away or asking to be banned, I went nuclear.
I griefed intentionally because I wanted to force myself to quit.
Then, because I wasn’t done making bad choices to regret, I tried logging into Monke Station the next day (July 24, 2024) on an alt out of curiosity. Didn’t even get in, obviously, since the IP was already banned.
You can even check the logs for my bans being on the same day on:
Please note how TG, TGMC, Bee and Fulps bans were all on the same day:
“Banned: 2024-07-23”
Now I know the TGMC ban on melonmesa says I am still banned, but that’s just because they forgot to set it to unbanned.
Here is a link to my TGMC ban appeal which got accepted:
As for “where are paradise and cm bans?” I’m not entirely sure when I was banned from CM but I THINK it was May 29th 2024 cause of this forum post:
Then my paradise ban was on June 26th 2024…
So the order goes:
- Banned myself from CM which I played the most on May 29th 2024.
- Then I played paradise station for a while only to ban myself from paradise station on 26th June 2024.
- Then I went absolutely insane on July 23rd 2024 and got banned on purpose from TG, TGMC, Fulp and Bee.
- Then I messed around with an alternate account cause I was in a super uncaring attitude then and joined with my alt on monke station but Monke station got notified of my carnage and banned my IP so I couldn’t get in. (as already mentioned)
I also want to just note, I have not used that alt since, I don’t even know its password, you can ban that account if need be, it’s CKEY: The_one_who_knows”
Now during all this time, I really didn’t care about the consequences. I just wanted to burn the bridge so I couldn’t come back. But now, after 1 year and 5 months, I realize again how stupid that was, and after experiencing life without CM to wind down with, during evenings after work, it frankly sucks.
I’ve also been unbanned and am playing now and again (but not too much if I’m honest) on TG, TGMC, Paradise, and Goon without any issues.
No bans, no nonsense, just regular play. That’s probably the best proof I can give that I’m not the same burnout from 2024.
But I also want to say all the “Bigotry, griefing, and general rulebreaks” reason in my last appeal all happened during the same day and I am in no way a racist,
I simply used those terms for an assured way to get banned, and I deeply regret my dumbass decision making and impulsivity back then and do not plan to ever do anything like that again.
So now I just want a fair shot to return and play CM again like a normal human being and prove that I won’t be pulling any more “final sendoff” stunts as I genuinely miss the server and its community. I just want to play, learn, have fun, and enjoy the game once more.
Thanks for reading,
UrgBlurg
Edit:
(also YES I know some parts of this appeal reads the EXACT same as my TGMC appeal and same for TG, Goon, and paradise appeals but its simply because I don’t know what or how else to describe my “dumbass fed up of ss13 and got banned everywhere story”. I’m not trying to deceive anyone, it’s the same story told by the same idiot who is finally calmer now… but this one is extra detailed because I care about getting back into CM and stupidly didn’t explain it correctly and fully in my FIRST appeal.)