Willzadl - Permanent Ban Appeal
What’s your BYOND key?
Willzadl
Character Name?
John ‘Ruger’ Cowert
Type of Ban?
Permanent Ban
What is your Bancode?
Admin who banned you?
Grimreaperx15
Total Ban Duration
N/A
Remaining Duration
N/A
What other servers do you play on?
None
Are you now or have you been banned on any servers? Which ones?
No
Do you play using a Virtual Machine?
No
is your copy of Windows legitimate?
Yes
Reason for Ban:
Transphobia, Hostility to Staff and Community members
Links to previous appeals:
Willzadl - Ban Appeal (Discord Ban) - looking back, unacceptable.
Willzadl - Ban Appeal (Timed Ban) - extremely childish
Your appeal:
I was searching for my username online, and I saw one of the old appeals I made, it reminded me of the time I spent on this server which I have forgotten. I decided to read it, and was frankly appalled by the things I wrote, and how I could’ve thought that it was acceptable.
In the past 3 years, I would like to say that I have changed completely as a person, and I feel extremely guilty about the way I treated people on this server. Because of this, I’m really glad to have been able to create this forum account to appeal, not for my own benefit to continue playing on the server, but to apologize to the staff and members of the community which I treated poorly.
I am deeply sorry for my actions, and don’t want to be mechanically forgiven and allowed access to the server again, but again to make it clear to people that I have changed, and would like to be redeemed for the things that I said, and to have this resolved for me personally.
My beliefs at the time were absolutely off-kilter, and altogether not my own, as I was in a very bad position socially and looked towards people who held homophobic, transphobic and racist ideologies which I was, unfortunately, impressionable to. I have since left those people behind and am now reminded of what I have done, and would again, like to say sorry.
I won’t try to drag this out or create sympathy, I only want to say sorry. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to do so, be it intended or not.