isabellajuanitamartinezaguilar - Permanent Ban Appeal
What’s your BYOND key?
isabellajuanitamartinezaguilar
Character Name?
Isabella Martinez
Type of Ban?
Permanent Ban
What is your Bancode?
REF-22MAY2023-P275SA
Admin who banned you?
morrowwolf
Total Ban Duration
2023-end of time
Remaining Duration
FOREVER!!!
What other servers do you play on?
tried most, only really like cm
Are you now or have you been banned on any servers? Which ones?
been banned off most servers i dont care for due to crashing out to make people laugh
Do you play using a Virtual Machine?
No
is your copy of Windows legitimate?
No
Reason for Ban:
Multikeying, killing mps, being toxic
Links to previous appeals:
Your appeal:
I WAS IN THE WRONG!! i multikeyed, i killed mps because it was funny, i was mean to people because it was funny, i NEVER read the rules, etc!
now i realize i was the problem, i subverted the rules and hurt other players for my OWN enjoyment. is that evil? yeah, probably. but i don’t think it’s right. i think theres more to it than that. is logging onto another byond acc to joke with a friend after u died evil? not really. is shooting a mutiny baiting mp evil? no, it’s probably what they wanted and they probs laughed too. but i SHOULDNT have done it.
you have to realize evil is always brewing within. everytime you see an mp, your brain tells you to kill them. is this evil? i’m not sure, is luigi evil? the truth is that good is within too. and the good within is forever renewable. since i have been banned off cm i have read the tao te ching. i now know of the yin and yang, that bad and good are just parts of human nature. i humbly ask the admins of space station thirteen, colonial marines to look past my YIN because i myself have come to know my yin. i know shooting mps to make people laugh is bad now. that might sound stupid but three years ago i literally thought if something was funny you HAD to do it. now i know restraint.
it’s like the main dragon enemy at the end of skyrim. remember he says, “is it better to be good, or to overcome your evil through great effort?” i want to be good! i also want to get back into cm because once i got banned i started playing puzzle games that have progressively gotten more and more out of hand. my friends and family irl tell me to stop playing puzzle games!! i yearn for the old days of rp and buckshot and m4. I HATE PUZZLE GAMES!!! (i love puzzle games)
i have actually read the rules. im not joking. i read every word of it. i have never done that with anything before in my life. board games, sports, ANYTHING. i never cared about the rules. in fact, i have always found it funnier to subvert rules and to win games by trickery. is that evil? probably BUT ITS HOW I AM!!! at least i am aware of the type of person i am. a side note, has anyone read the cm rules in their entirety? seriously? there is six THOUSAND words in the cm rules. https://wordcounter.net/ says that the cm rule page is a twenty minute read at a college GRADUATE level. (NOT A COLLEGE STUDENT LEVEL, A COLLEGE GRADUATE LEVEL) even reading the rules i found my eyes glazing over multiple times. i kept thinking WHO DOES THIS!!! BUT I DID IT! WHY?? BECAUSE I WANT TO BE BETTER. I WANT TO PROVE I AM REFORMED!!!
people tell me cm is dead, its boring now, play this server, do this, do that. but i wanna play cm. i dont wanna play pve. i dont wanna play roguetown. i dont wanna play lifeweb. i dont wanna play puzzle games. i wanna stunlock xenos with a shotgun. i wanna type JAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJJAJA after i get killed by a noob marine. THATS HOW I AM!!!
when i tried to get unbanned before the admin called me extremely toxic. when i googled how to be less toxic online this website came up. The Core Rules of Netiquette -- Excerpted from Netiquette by Virginia Shea -- Albion.com i read all ten rules and i now realize all the players in this game are normal people playing a game. am i sorry for being toxic? i am. i’m actually sorry for being mean, i could type more but it doesn’t matter. if i was legit mean to anyone and hurt their real life feelings i am sorry.
yes i multikeyed and i like using multiple accounts but this is just how i like to be online. privacy is awesome!!! ONE DAY HAVING NO IDENTITY WILL BE MORE IDENTIFYING THAN HAVING AN IDENTITY! THATS THE TRUTH but i promise to never multikey on ss13 again. i only use the acc Bandita for pve and i promise i only use that account if i am unbanned. i lost all my other accs due to inactivity and using rando email / pw’s anyway. i know that my notes and my other attempts at unban look bad. but these are not my history. my history was never written. there are no good notes. there are no notes for teaching noobs how to pump a shotgun. there are no notes for staying with a friend left behind. there are no notes for comforting a noob that got captured for his first time. there are no notes for making people laugh.
sorry this was a long read, thank you for reading.